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ready to start the second phase of your life? do you count the first phase as done? was it done a long time ago? does your life even have phases or is it one big mess? no way! your life isn't a mess, because you've got your act together. you're ready for the spotlight, aren't you?

and i wish you the best of luck with that.

don't choke.



who are you anyway?

I really don't have much to say, i'm kind of just bored. Well spring break, you know what that means right? well. maybe it means reading the sun also rises or maybe working or maybe being in some way productive or maybe realizing that we only have one nine weeks left of our senior year.

or maybe you're just chilling by the lake, getting a tan, and sleeping next to some random cat.

either way, no school! yay :)





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shiza...

well no spanish next semester? i guess it really doesn't matter now, but still...
or maybe i could just sign up for online 2nd semester and actually do it?
but i assume i won't pass the AP spanish exam anyway..hmmm what to do? what to do?..


i never thought i'd be worrying about graduating, it's kind of ironic actually. personal fitness is a stupid requirement.


well since i'm updating...basketball game tonight, we won by 51 points..go us? I feel really useless at them considering no one knows we are there, or hears us. it just takes up time, but since i get to actually watch the game (unlike football) it's not too bad.
hmm...and i have to take my economics semester because i have an 89..i'm not really mad because if i study it shouldn't be hard to get an A...just annoyed.

it's 1:30 AM. i can't sleep.

and i thought today was tiresome.

trail ride today. a very long trail ride.

and by long i mean we were lost.

mid-year standings went up for this place i sometimes compete at.

we are second in a jumper division when we only did 2 out of the 6 shows.

by we i mean siro and i.

im trying to get through the poisonwood bible.

today i read about 20 pages and i felt accomplished.

20 pages is not much against 543.

i dont want senior year to come because that means i have to think about life.

actual life. that's scary.

i got a new car. im happy.

cheer camp is coming up. *trys to forget*

i guess that is about it in my public life. .........im still wide awake. shoot.

There once was a village that had among its people a very wise old man. The villagers trusted this man to provide them answers to their questions and concerns. One day, a farmer from the village went to the wise man and said in a frantic tone, "Wise man, help me. A horrible thing has happened. My ox has died and I have no animal to help me plow my field! Isn't this the worst thing that could have possibly happened?" The wise old man replied, "Maybe so, maybe not." The man hurried back to the village and reported to his neighbors that the wise man had gone mad. Surely this was the worst thing that could have happened. Why couldn't he see this? The very next day, however, a strong, young horse was seen near the man's farm. Becasue the man had no ox to rely on, he had the idea to catch the horse to replace his ox - and he did. How joyful the farmer was. Plowing the field had never been easier. He went back to the wise man to apologize. "You were right wise man. Losing my ox wasn't the worst thing that could have happened. It was a blessing in disguise! I never would have caputred my new horse had that not happened. You must agree that this is the best thing that could have happened." The wise man replied once again, "Maybe so, maybe not." Not again, thought the farmer. Surely the wise man had gone mad now. But, once again, the farmer did not know what was going to happen. A few days later the farmer's son was riding the horse and was thrown off. He broke his leg and would not be able to help with the crop. Oh no, thought the man. Now we will starve to death. Once again, the farmer went to the wise man. This time he said, "How did you know that capturing my horse was not a good thing? You were right again. My son is injured and won't be able to help with the crop. This time I'm sure that this is the worst thing that could have possibly happened. You must agree this time." But, just as he had done before, the wise man calmly looked at the farmer and in a compassionate tone replied once again, "Maybe so, maybe not." Enraged that the wise man could be so ignorant, the farmer stormed back to the village. The next day the troops arrived to take every able-bodied man to the war that had just broken out. The farmer's son was the only young man in the village who wouldn't have to go. He would live, while the others would surely die.

The truth is, we don't know what's going to happen - we just think we do. We need to all just get comfortable not knowing and stop blowing scenerios up in our minds.

this is an excerpt from "Don't Sweat the Small Stuff...and it's all small stuff" ..if anyone chose to read the story i hope you can apply some of that to your everyday life.

showed all weekend in the jumpers in ocala...sweeet..*although stiles caused me a placing*


watched the grand prix! ....also very sweeeet


someone stole our golf cart * ahemmm...the 6,000 dollar golf cart*....nooooot cool


we found it in a ditch 20 minutes later....ahh relief...



now im home....eww schoool ewww sats ....yayy sleep

so...

i just watched this thing on the nazi party..and it was rather ironic because during their riots half of the police controlling the public were black...how screwed up is that? and what goes on in the minds of these people?

eh...this is why i am considering psychiatry

then i watched the home makeover show..what a tear jerker...well not really cause i didnt cry..but still. and where do they find these families? jeeeze . hm.. i bet sears gets great advertisement out of it though.


oh and i announced at this horse show the other day and we called 911 twice..which is never pleasant.


other than that..i have mucho homework o to do. annnnd my horse was amazing today :) i feel lucky.

hope you enjoyed my unnecessary update

So i have decided to update since one entry looks pretty pathetic...
not too much going on ...GOHJA on friday...and HITS two weeks after that *im rather anxious about HITS*
oh well..not that anyone knows what i am talking about ...hmm..

o yes by the way 'power to the people' is amazing!!..and deserves full credit for any A's i receive in Reeder's class..

Wow for quite some time i forgot i had one of these, most likely because i never felt the need to write in it. I think i have had it since 8th grade though..thats about 3 years or something. So what brings me to write in this you ask? Well i had some sort of revelation and remembered my unique(to say the least) password. So that is about it. oh yes, tonight was fun. yay for that. yeah, but i have a great deal of homework to get done this weekend, including my rough draft, pre-calc, history, etc. etc. it just continues on forever. Oh and can you all believe that we pick our classes like in a week?! crazy. because personally i am not ready.

-kelly